An apoctalyptic spectacle
-heat seeking missile,
Missile trained on heartbeats,
adrenal gland activity,
a need to be seen.
Some say this is the end,
the interactive buy/sell/trade
yourself/eachother.
Some say this is how
Revelations spread like oil on water.
Be seen and heard by everyone,
spread like disease,
be hotter than a drought and soon,
soon your time will come.
Lips lips eyes lips
"Look what you've done,"
eyes eyes "I see you
trying to hide behind
your pretty face," cheekbones
lips lips lips "How
could you?" eyes eyes
"I loved you," heart gut
"How could you," eyes
eyes "have kissed her?" lips.
The Black Bird Metaphor by whoisphillip, literature
Literature
The Black Bird Metaphor
I can't pinpoint exactly when I stopped being able to express myself in worn out metaphors. It may have been the day I used the oil pastels to try and make someone I thought was sick look sicker, but he just came out looking golden, like a trophy, like the Oscar I deserved for tricking everyone into thinking his pains were mine and mine were his. It may have been before, when I renounced the English language for not having enough words for love. I found out there were five in Spanish and they all referred to different things. I told myself that I was cursed, a lowly native English speaker, that I would always be left guessing at what love re
My loves are far away hallucinating hot heat on cold nights with their sweat
chilling them and heating the oxygen in the air which penetrates their bones.
They are in a place where paved streets give way under dinosaurs
and all the animals are made of amalgamated metal and plastic
and they will kill you on a whim (except the rabbits; they are nice).
My loves like sandboxes more than most people but less than most cats do.
They waste food with drink and waste time with me, but they waste less time than I do.
My loves live and love each other in various locations, both real and imaginary; isolated from me and themselves by way of skin a
I like to speak when I have nothing to say,
when the whole world floats across me like I am a calm lake
and everything around me is a slow, sturdy boat. I guarantee
that I will comment on how odd it is to not have seen a boat
in so long. I guarantee that I will tell you how much I miss
having it's bow part my surface and dealing with it's wake.
I will talk non stop about the roughness of the ocean or
underwater volcanoes, as if I have experienced them
as if once I was them, so much deeper more mysterious
and violent than I am now. I haven't noticed that the nights
have been full of red skies, or how good the weather's been.
The wor
To 26 Bones on Each Side by whoisphillip, literature
Literature
To 26 Bones on Each Side
Down where the leg goes perpendicular
there are 26 bones in 3 sections.
I could name them all if given a map,
thank them individually for letting me stand on them.
I don't remember learning how to walk.
The story states that one day I just stood up,
put one foot in front of the other,
and toddled off. Without any previous practice,
experimental arguments with gravity, I stood
on my feet, and walked.
I have never properly thanked the phalanges of the toes
or sent a thoughtful gift to my tarsometatarsal joints;
I have, however, cracked the joints in my feet
simply to make the squeamish squirm and
cracked the skin on my feet that w
To those who would have been.. by whoisphillip, literature
Literature
To those who would have been..
Diviners, rejecters, and early adopters-
does derision still deter you? Love
have you met her - and- Peace
have you seen her naked body, blemished face?
Holy Spirit are you moving? How
are you if we are not? Stir
and back flip - kick me- so I know
you still exist.
Derision, derision, love
beside me sorrow sits to rest.
Divinity will filter back,
we will meet her and meet her again.
Our minds are naked, open, wanting,
grasping at our hearts and gasping
at the gaping absences we find
when we search within each other.
Peace and Love are beasts,
kicking screaming cowards:
Peace a violent novice and Love
can't swing an axe.
Th
My stomach is on strike;
sick of being stuffed with tepid soups
and lukewarm lunches.
My gastrointestinal trade union
rejects every offer
I slide down my esophagus.
A graceful descent from a much revered place
Where some chose to dwell and others, ignore
A way, away
I land on my face
So much for a graceful fall
This is my clumsy fall from grace
A tumultuous way to descend
To a stolid earth
From privilage and reverence
To myself, my truth
Which sits on no pedestal
It lies in the mud
Like my clumsy body
After my fall from grace
How is it that I am not ruined?
Torn limb from limb,
Indellably stained,
But ruined?
I know how to fall
I enertain my anger at the expense of those who suffer
For my sins
And everyone is crushed into a fine powder under my heel;
Not one granule of hope must remain because hope dies
And rots
And clouds and corrodes my senses.
I am the master of my reality and nothing
And no one, living or dead, may remove me from my seat of power;
Those who try are dead to me.
I am the master of my reality and nothing
And no one wants to inherit this from me.
I live my life like a slowly boiling frog or a hamster basking in the warm glow of a toaster oven or stuck in a rollie-ball behind the refrigerator.
I feel like a cat napping on a carburetor.
Frolicking in self-centred ideals and all of the other wonderful things that hurt me, kill me, drown me slowly, and make the mother-fucking world go round.
I feel like a cat napping on a carburetor.
A pending implosion is apparent by my forboding but I would rahter shut it off and sleep sleep sleep until my constructs crash and crumble by my bedside.
I feel like a cat napping on a carburetor.
It's obscene
Makes me hurt just to think about it
Words don't even work
I think I need an interprative dance
Or sculpture
Or a hammer to bash holes in the wall
What just happened?
That was weird, man
It's gibberish and wha?!
It's absurd
Makes me laugh just to think about it
The words just don't exist
Here is the place where we gush about what we are supposed to want and don\'t have in oursleves.
Here is where the buck stops and tit comes to tat and other glorious truths are realized and promptly discounted.
Here is where we lie because the truth is complicated and this, here, is simple.
Here is where they would break us if the pawns could comply and all weren\'t inefficient in the land of resolute dissatisfation garunteed.
Here is quiet monkey busyness and lies on top of lies on top of stacks, heaps, barrels of quiet lies.
Here is the place where we shine in our dullness and revel in mundanity and are shot down gleefully from our own
Hipster Charlie Brown Hollas by under-water, literature
Literature
Hipster Charlie Brown Hollas
Charlie Brown is awoken by the sound of his alarm clock buzzer, which can be likened to that of a crow. As he rises from bed, he feels a certain wet-stickiness to his shorts and reflects on the dream he had the night before, in which he had gone to see a favorite band play a show at a small local club, only to find the venue empty except for a girl from one of his classes. The girl was small, slender-wristed and flat-chested with a thin sheet of red hair which stopped at her shoulders. Her nails were painted black and bitten to the cuticles. Her state of dress was always marked by her footwear – a pair of ratty blue converse high-tops which a
I like the smell of old popsicle sticks
I bet you didn't know that;
You didn't know that I hurt alone,
And when I am in a pair or in a crowd
I am always alone.
Today I walked;
Kicked an old dandelion to watch the seeds scatter,
Poked an anthill to watch the ants scatter,
Smelled popsicle stick flowers,
Was scattered.
I like to feel your fingertips on my fingertips
You don't know that;
You don't know that I want to kiss your forehead,
Touch your face, then hold you
Until we both stop crying.
Current Residence: Key West, Florida Operating System: Mac OSX MP3 player of choice: iTunes Shell of choice: snail Personal Quote: "What's stopping you from doing something so cool it renders you immortal?"
I got married. I'm about to have a baby. I live in Pennsylvania. My life is very different than I would have ever imagined for myself, and it's wonderful.
Maybe I will write some stuff. I dunno though. I'll be starting university in the fall (York in Toronto) studying Fine Arts Cultural Studies (ie studying deviantART??? Ha.) so who knows what is what.